down

i don't know where i am? i sit in bed, i recall a lot of memories.. i am waiting here in line, hoping that i will find what i have been chasing i sort for the sky.. i am stuck on the ground, but why i can't feel it? i know i gonna fall down.. i thought i could fly, but why my heart still can't do it? i never know why, it is coming down.. i am not ready to let go, because then will never know is what reason.. why i cloud be missing? i know i am missing way too much.. so when do i give up, what i still have wishing for? haiz~ down, down.. feel down..