a bad mood day

2day i reli feel bad mood.. However, i still smile n play with my friend.. bcz I dnt want them to worry tat I am.. 1st, is about my some1 best friend.. i feel reli sry about her.. bcz last nite when she tell me about her sad thing.. i reli do not know how to persuade her to.. so juz chat with her only.. sry.. can u to forgive me? now, i juz want say i very miss u so much n i hope that u will be better 2mr.. when u sad, dnt feel u is alone.. plz remember u still gt a friend at here n many friend at ur beside.. plz remember! hehe.. n very sry about i didt on9 2day.. i knw last 9 i gt promise u i will on9 2day.. but i didt do it.. reli sry.. beside tat, when she tell me about her sad things.. dnt knw y i will feel sad 2.. mayb i gt some experience same like her.. therefore i will feel sad 2.. it felt really bad so that people feel.. damn it! Why is love so boring? can become a brave person so timid like a turtle .. can make a strong person crying? why? why?? who can tell me tat ans? but i juz can tell myself, "it doesnt matter will b fine after raining will b shining" n "a joyful heart makes a face cheerful".. ("it doesn.............shining.." tis is philip tell me when i sad.. thx.. "a joyful.............cheerful" tis is me copy from my sch toilet.. wakaka..) second, dnt knw y 2day i will feel very miss my home.. mayb long time i didt bek thr n long time no c my lovely family oledy.. So when I went to open the computer to c my family photos and clearance of the file, unknowingly the tears me up.. Tears, let me know that I am homesick.. very miss my bedroom n my lovely family.. dnt knw my bedroom gt change it or nt.. dnt knw u all reli fine or nt.. sometime, when i call bek, i ask u all at thr fine or not? but ur ans still same like b4 u all say it.. "everthg fine at here,dnt worry".. reli fine? i dnt knw.. i juz knw sometime gt miniproblem, but u all still say fine at thr.. i knw u all dnt want make me feel sad at here.. but if u all didt say, im oso will b worried about the.. last time when I heard a friend tell me, about brother did not go to school.. u know im gt feel worried is it? Bcz I know that even if sick, father still want us to go to school.. when i knw tat im immediately call bek, u were asked before and I say true.. last time if reli gt a miniproblem, plz tell me true.. i dnt wan b a know the person at the latest.. third, i think i change a bad gal at here oledy.. cz sometime i will drink beer in dorm utill a drillmaster remember me n my friend.. OH MY GOD.. bcz juz now when i with my friedn want bek my room, the drillmaster gt say today is a friday so plz dnt do not do oledy.. hahha.. but juz now v still drink abit, bcz................................. sry drillmaster, i dnt will drink it again.. promise u 2day is a last day, n i juz drink abit.. so now im still ok.. hahaha..now i at my friend room, thy slp like a pig oledy.. dnt knw y tis few day i dnt will feel slpy.. 2 day oledy i slp in 4am, now is 7am oledy.. dnt knw y i cant slp... hlp~~ hlp~~ am i change is a bad gal oledy? i dnt wan! i dnt wan!! i wan b a strong gal n clever gal!! cz if im a strong gal, I cant afraid of ghost.. if im a clever gal i will b a other views from other ppl.. now i think i wan go to slp oledy.. if not i scare my friend will angry me, bcz i use her computer in 4 hours oledy.. now is time gv her computer slp oledy.. haha.... and if my article gt problem, very sry.. bcz my english so bad, and hope u can teach me.. other tat, i spend a lot of time, effort in this article n check in computer dictionary softwarei... so plz gv me some comment.. thx.. i will use english to write my blog is bcz i wan improve my english.. if not when exam i dnt knw how to write it and i dnt want to be ban.. thx...