自然懂的就懂

心想說的，實在沒辦法說出來，只好的在這裡寫出來。。雖然想說，想寫的東西有很多。。但畢竟還要有些保留。。想說以為某些事不會因為什麽而改變，但我錯了。。當一個人有了貪念，想去保留某些東西。。但發覺越想保留，就感覺越不好受。。是不是不說出心裡話，就失去些東西？有時候，總覺得做的比說的來的好。。是不是做的不好？所以才沒被感受到？難道每一件事，一定要說出來才會比較好嗎？這幾天真的發生了很多事，也上演了一部值得回味的電影。。和你一起走著，想說你們對我來說超出友情但不至於達到愛情的朋友。。但因為愛面子所以沒說出口。。有時候，我希望你們能用反義詞的耳朵去聆聽我說的話。。不知從何開始自己學的不再對心誠實。。不期待會發生什麽事，只期待自己不想在這樣的下去~（還有很多沒寫，突然不想說出口）^^ *****冷冷的天氣讓我好想回家~回家有爸媽的依靠，有爸媽的擁抱~好想好想回家！

happy

later i will go out again.. this few days alomst 4 am go to sleep.. don't know why no feel tired.. why i will change like that? i don't know.. tomorrow i will go mountaineer and go with mountaineer club together.. wakak.. feel so happy.. hehe.. hope i get a new experiment in my life.. ^^ and hope i can forget all my sad things at there.. :P.. *today i have go tao yuan with ah yan, ah jie , sy huei and guo yao.. i have buy a jacket, pants, and more.. all for use at mountaineer.. hehe..

.....lame............ edit from a song

攝氏22度 , 我正在回想..

想你在的那时候 , 感到温柔..

我说忘怀, 冷得我想哭, 不准哭..

爱到什麼程度, 我心裏有數..

最後一口啤酒無所謂, 酸或苦..

你能快乐生活, 就滿足, 很滿足..

看著天上烏雲, 滿滿, 充满泉水..

這秋季第一場雨 , 没有停止..

當結局不能改, 我能做些什麼?

沒什麼值得大驚小怪,就淋個痛快..

聽雨, 搭搭搭, 嘲笑我的愛..

就像海洋的浪潮, 只在旁邊喝采..

你別問why why why, 我一直都在..

你有很好的未來, 再痛我也說all right..

當風, 咻咻咻, 送走我的愛..

站在路口出的你, 怎么办？ 為誰(無奈)默哀?

是天在cry cry cry, 我的笑還在..

你得思想是什么? 能坦白的告诉我吗?

我隨時, stand by..

LIKE~

I LIKE THIS MESSAGE... THIS MESSAGE IS SOME PEOPLE SEND TO ME.. BUT I DID'T REPLY.. BECAUSE I AM SO HAPPY.. AND I DON'T LIKE FACE TO FACE LOVE XXX TOO.. WAKAKA.. THANKS~ AND I WANT SAID AT HERE IS I AM ALSO FEEL HAPPY SLEEP WITH YOU.. YA.. I KNOW THAT FEEL.. LIKE A FREIND SUDDENLY BE A XXXXXXX.. WAKAKA.. THAT IS FEELING.. BUT DON'T KNOW YOUR FEELING IS LIKE THAT OR NOT... I LOVE YOU TOO.. KAKA.. NEXT TIME I ALSO WILL SUNDDELY GO YOUR THERE SLEEP WITH YOU.. NOW, I ALSO HAVE A TIRED..

老婆。。。其实啊。。。哈哈哈。。。我没有吓到你睡我旁边。。呵呵。。其实啊。。我还有点。。怎么说了。。。很好的感觉。。哈哈！那种不是自己的另一半，但却一早醒来就看见旁边睡了一个人。。你今天给我的感觉就是。。。我们好亲哦！哈哈。。。这种感觉不是有人睡旁边就会有的，而是。。。不一样就对了！呵呵。。只可以说。。。520哦！哈哈。。。希望我们之间这种很好的关系可以一直这样保持下去。。呵呵！我要睡了！好累哦！晚安。。

LATER LAO GONG AND XIAO FENG WANT COME MY ROOM SLEEP WITH ME..

TONIGHT IS A DIFFRENT NIGHT~ JUST NOW HAVE GO OUT DRINK VODKA.. WOW~ HAPPY... AND WE HAVE TALKING ABOUT.. DON'T WHY I SAID YOU AGAIN~

想说又不想说

洗澡时，突然想了很多事。。想说：常在嘴里说喜欢的那个人，但在心里深处却不是从嘴里说出口的那个。。也许曾经被那人动摇过，但也或许那只是一时的迷惘。。我知道藏在心里深处的人，是真的要遗忘。。没结局的恋情，还能的到什么？同情？那也得看该不该被同情。。但我觉得我现在过的很好。。虽然很少的联络，但看着他在线上就足够了。。抱歉我没那勇气去主动和你聊天。。有时看着你的标题，看着你的blog有种伤感的感觉。。想说：如果没距离会怎么样？没距离的话，这世界的挑战会不会少了些？但这些只是白痴的想法。。 塔罗牌，真的那么准确吗？那新的恋情何时会降临？哈哈。。暑假，有得到些暗示。。很抱歉，得到的只是无情的回应。。朋友都说我坏，我知你们是在说笑。。其实我也是那么的认为。。但真的没那感觉。。嘴里常说希望有男友，其实只是嘴不对心。。想着的人依然是那坏人。。只能像之前那么说你已离开，而我还在学习渐渐的离开。。 不期待有新恋情，只期待这世界和平。。不要在地震，不要在有海啸，不要在有灾难。。 有些事，真的很不想说。。希望你们知道，我心里说的话。。

happy mooncake festial~ short!

morning 11.30 a.m wake up, 12.20 p.m car going out.. we go out with yang ma, because have activities (celebration mooncake festival).. start we go museum at taipei, i don't know what name.. but that museum so nice, can let us test typhoon, earthquake, and more.. at there i have get more life knowledge.. when typhoon and earthquake comming, what i should do it and how to save my life.. i have go test it, i think that is a nice experience for me.. after that, we go eat at "Hai Ba Wang".. at there, let me so high and sad.. sad is when i just want start eating.. dad, have call me.. thx dad.. that time, i am really feel want back home.. haha.. make me so high is have 1 show is 12 MODEL, but there are some boys become girls.. wakaka.. have 1 boy make me want kill him.. because he look very "hiao" then girl.. lol.. but i did't do it.. because i don't know him.. at there i have saw my friend at taibei.. so happy can talk with them, and them still remember me.. haha.. them have said i change more pretty already.. wakaka.. thx o.. and i have know a new friend at there.. that name is gimmy, she is taiwan people but stay at other country.. so she just know a little bit chinese.. when i talkilng with her is using english.. don't know she know what i said or not( thinking back that time).. haha.. gimmy, nice to meet you.. last, when on the way back tao yuan.. ah na have ask me when reach tao yuan already want go other place or not with him and AA, and he said me just can bring 1 people follow.. so i ask huei want go or nt.. she said ok.. so when we reach hostel.. we go rest awhile.. because later we want go "hu tou san" and zhong li by motor.. when reach "hu tou san" we jusk talking.. after finish talking we go zhong li.. we go zhong li juz for happy only.. after zhong li, we go "yong he" eating util 3 am.. AA, i know you are so pro drive motor.. but you really make me feel scary.. i think ah na better then you.. but don't know why.. i like that feel.. so scary and had a little bit happy.. thx~!lol..

mooncake festival that day~! homesick~!

This is the first time i did not celebration mooncake festival with my family..i'm so sad.. but what can i do? now i can't back home, because i need to study at here.. at here nobody play lantern, them just love bbq at home.. when at home, i like to play lanterns with them.. and we will going to my grandmother house to eat.. (haiz.. so miss that time~).. Although i am so miss it, but i still have go out celebration mooncake festival.. i like Ming Chuan University! like YANG MA, like XIE JIE, and like XUE WU ZHANG~! why i will said like that? because this University and THEM very nice for us.. when we have what problem, Xie Jie and Yang Ma will help us.. and when have holiday, them will plan go to where travel better.. like this activities, this all is them planing out.. they will do so is to make us feel, we are not alone.. we can celebration mooncake festival together.. thx and love u all.. ^^